probably wondering about the title, we'll 3 years ago i posted a short story called the makings of greatness, acualy it's not a short story at all it's a prieview to a novel i've been planning to write for the pasr 5 years.
now, about this: I've been planning this novel for 5 years, every note book I own has a page about this story in it, the story I have planned to a T. The chapters, the format, basicly every final detail...completly planned, (well I have had 5 years)
YET...I cant write it...
why? I dont know, i know exactly how it will go, practicly have every parragraph planned out, almost every line! yet I cant write it.
Every time I try, I stop and get rid of it, rip it up or delete it
which becens the question
should I give up on the makings of greatness novel...I've spent 5 years and 27 notebooks (yes, 27 notebooks, surrently on 28) dedicated to this story which was the first writing idea I ever came up with...
I dont want to give up on it, but I...I cant do it. I mean I could write it but, I cant...if that makes sence...
I don't want to giv eup on it, but I feel as though I should, after 5 years...it's time to scrap the makings of greatness.
Listening to: nothing
Watching: pointless (ha)